#merry fucking christmas and a happy new year
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what's one more sobbing breakdown aboutmy own imoending death this week fellas am i right
#death cw#personal stuff#i try not to poat as much about this on here these days because it feels awkward and like a downer to do it and chances are i'll delete this#later but fuck#i've seen that fucking post and fucking similar Fucking posts so many Fucking times the last few months and they just keep coming#and tonight was an awful fucking night to see it Again#merry fucking christmas and a happy new year#the salt files#ableism cw#venting cw
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L'Shanah tova to Hawkeye Pierce specifically
#happy new year!#rosh hashanah#the holiday moves every year so one of two things#either Hawkeye literally has no idea when high holidays are for the entirety of the war#or Mulcahy (icon that he is) has a rabbi friend who told him about it#again leading to two outcomes:#Hawkeye is so fucking tired it’s October and Mulcahy says happy new year and Hawkeye just reflexively goes#“and merry Christmas”#or Hawkeye is so fucking surprised and delighted#I don’t headcanon Hawkeye as religious but I think it’d be neat to have someone remind him of stuff from home during the holidays#hawkeye pierce#mash
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(finally finished this nearly 2 weeks after Christmas)
It’s not too late right?!
Happy Christmas/New Year’s and 1/1 day!
Ft. Buddy!
#thomas and friends au#thomas the tank engine au#ttte humanized#ttte thomas 💙#Buddy#fantasy au#merry fucking christmas#happy new year#1/1 Day!
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ok i am extremely crossfaded so this may be a little incoherent but whumpees on drugssss. only one of my trips has been bad but holy shit. no matter what i was told i was utterly convinced i would die. did not help that i was walking for many hours with a bad leg.
anyway the point is give your whumpee intense drugs, then injure them, then make them walk for along time with injuries. they will suffer. believe me.
#passed out like 3 times#was walking in a circle for a solid hour#oh and the buildings around me#they looked like they went up to the heavens#in a very sad and sinister way#the most terrifying experience of my life#i can’t explain it adequately#but you get the point#also merry christmas and a happy new year#whump#whump scenario#whump prompt#not really a prompt but if you can write a story off this#then you are a gorgeous gorgeous person#i am so fucked up
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!
#I MET THE FUCKING DEADLINE LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOO#artists on tumblr#merry christmas#merry xmas#digital art#digital artwork#digital drawing#digital illustration#merry crisis#hope you guys are doing well#and a happy new year!
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sometimes I think
hey maybe it's that time again
it's that time to write an abuse survivor mental illness fic with lester papadopoulus and maybe that will help me figure out what the fuck is going on in my brain
maybe my obsession with normalcy and potential dangers and spiraling late at night and being suspicious of people and the hollow disgust at the desperately cheerful person I become around my (changed behavior) parents isn't normal people stuff
maybe I'm gonna be afraid forever incomprehensible forever non-normal forever and maybe apollo wants to say a few words on the subject
#lester papadopoulos#my thoughts#child abuse#I can't though because I suck at writing -> see I know this isn't strictly true but this is the first thought I go to#it is fucked up how I've internalized the concept of writing as a waste of time#feeling sort of insane hah when have I not felt insane#merry christmas and happy new year everybody somehow it's that time of year#I can't even figure out whether I want to keep going on this life trajectory bc most of the time I can't guage the misery level difference#is this academic student thing more difficult? less? what am I comparing this with?#is the fact that I was abused and so easier to take advantage of gonna be obvious to everyone I meet? how mentally ill do I seem to others?#vent post#trials of apollo
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Christmas Gumi drawing

#tw swearing#tw christmas#merry fucking christmas#and a happy new year bitches#sleepy posting#sleepy art#vocaloid#vocal synth#gumi megpoid#megpoid gumi#gumi vocaloid#she's such an icon
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Day late but merri chrismasu time ☃
#hurray#Padoru Padoru#i'm so happy#late cus my 12 year old iPad had internat problems#fuck this stupid iPad mini 2#HELP IM STUCK IN 2013#merry xmas#merry present day guys#still waiting on new Christmas iPad it's in New York I think#yayyy :3#my mom can't stop watching watpad core teen drama movies HALP#LIKE LITERALLY ONE OF THEM HAD BORDERLINE INCEST IN IT (got me actin unwise😏)#ayyyyyy#ho ho ho#art ig#lazy art alert!!!!#my shitty art#christmas art#ummmm?#xmas art#merri chrismasu
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watch me abandon all sense of planning and reasoning and write a completely not-christmas-related caleb fic 😄
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bro school just resumed and it's already beating my ass

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I know I didn't post anything for Christmas, I'll be honest and say I got distracted with family. My mom's birthday is Christmas day so we were pretty busy with that! I'll make a fic next year, I promise instead of trying to bust one out at 3 am on the 25th lol-
(that will not be posted it's mostly typos because I was half asleep)
Anyway! Late Merry Christmas everyone! I'll try to post a fic around new years since I'm a bit over due!!!
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Reflecting on the past year and feeling a little like this lately.
#been stressing about senior year#mom had two breakups this year#both REALLY fucking bad#my dog died last night and I know I’ll never have another like him again#on top of that he was only a year old#and one of my mom’s exes may have poisoned him#and that’s just personal stuff#don’t get me started on politics#merry fucking christmas#and a happy goddamn new year
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Happy new year!!! :33
I don't know what to write.
#happy new year#merry christmas#oc#oc art#undertale#undertale shipkid#humanization#lol#what the fuck i need to put here#art
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Tagged by @sealochs (thanks babe, always love these)
Last song: East side of sorrow, Zach Bryan
Favourite colour: Deep forest green, caramel, cherry red.
Last film/tv show: Percy Jackson! (side note: reading these as an adult truly makes me feel like he's my child).
Sweet/spicy/savoury: Savory if I have to choose, but I also love sweet.
Last thing I googled: Cartier Baignoire
Current obsession: Well other than Cartier Baignoires, chunky silver bangles, Edwardian silver luggage tags, cherry red heels, murder mysteries.
I tag @petrichorals @questwithambition @horopito @plum-japonais and anyone else who's keen!
#thanks love!#merry Christmas btw babe and a very happy new year#(fuck this year)#correspondence#ask games
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the truth is i actually get so insanely jealous
#not even ab christmas gifts and stuff its likr#idk obvi its christmas ppl will post their hauls but its like damn? more than 3 items person??#every year i get a pair of pjs and something practical. not that im complaining because its shit i use but#we dont make gift lists. we arent asked and arent allowed to want stuff so idk how to ask for it. then ppl ik have 30 plus items of junk an#i donr care ab presents because im a hoarder who doesnt use my shit but they have families who know of their interests#who talk to them everyday and go out of their way to converse. i don't even know my brothers fav color. my mother doesnt know my fav food.#me and my grandma say at most 6 words a day cuz of a language barrier and my father is a baby who doesnt reach out first#i eent to a friends house 2 dsys ago snd the whole family was chatting and the house was so lively and homey#then i go home and nobody says a word to each other. idk what code everyone has that im missing but oh my god im so jealous#im jealous of their relationships their freedom their partners the amount they spend their friendships their personalities#i want to be like them. i want to be them. but im me and the most i said to mom on christmas day was merry Christmas. then get yelled at#l speaks#shut up l#ranting in the tags because i can#its like god took his time making their lives as close to perfect as possible then went to me and was like ehh#he made me odd and offputting enough to make me different then made me 'normal' enough to not raise any flags#then put me in the most virtually normal home environment that at its core is fucked#but idk. its 5 am i havent slept in 2 days merry Christmas happy new year.#posts that couldve gone in the notes app
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guys straight up I just like :"0
dude like uh just..... so I was sitting here right? after I changed into pajamas and got a good piano playlist on and I had the 4th gif on. and like im gonna go to the bathroom and I was like oh im gonna eat my yummy tomato sardines from the phillipenes later after I go to the bathroom!! yummy!!! I never tried before sounds so good.
um and then I spat out my gum because I wanted to let my palate rest for a little, so I sat down and spat out my gum and started eating the week old Christmas treats on my desk. that had been out the whole time. there are multiple flies in my room. ive accepted the present and anticipate the future. I SUCCESSFULLY PUT CLITHES IN THE CLOSET IMMEDIATELY AFTTER CHANGINT!!
but ANYWAYA
was sitting and eating the treats and I saw the present thats just been sitting there on my desk that I forgot about. I just never considered opening it until now...
I didnt even know who it was from. I was quite curious. the mood was quite perfect with the piano music...
I looked at the Christmas card that was attached to the shiny purple ribbon. I looked at it and it was nice on the front very good and had a lot of houses in 3d on the front just sticking out. it was nice it had snow and it was night time.
I finally opened the card. it said "from Santa and everyone else" 2024...
it was from 2024... "huh... I guess Santa gets forgetful too... lolol"
and the back of the card it said thoughtfully designed by Charlotte Evans
nice stuff it even said on the top what the default message inside is. it said merry Christmas and a happy new year
any way I got to opening the present. finally... I opened the wrap (lmao I thought it was a white background with Christmas trees but no its a red background with green and purple and white shapes and individual letters) and I saw... a book... a thick book with thick pages but was light... cardboard pages with rounded edges...
I got to the corner of the back... kittens... HUH?????? a bunch of kitty books? it seemed like the back of a children's book series advertising the other ones...??? oh dear did Santa put me on his special ed list...? lololol...
I opened the front.
I stared at the book for a few seconds, completely motionless, before my eyes had to piss a relatively plentiful amount. I silently let the tears go ahead and do their thing. the chemicals in my mind, the grief the anger, every tear helped it a little. the loneliness. the inevitable loneliness that makes companionship so necessary to society. as much as self relfection.
it had a little boy on an elephant; it was a bright blue day. it said, in a nice cursive ish font, "You're here for a reason"
thats what got me man. thats why privilege is something that does need to be talked about. the separation of families is one of the first attacks of any serious threat.
momoslimes_ on ig
#slime#water slime#glitter#purple#glitter water slime#love#santa claus#santa clause#beautiful#santa forgets too#santa is everyone who accepted Santa in adulthood and brings joy to people in the ways that matter#chockolate and money#of course#obviously#duh#and just being there. watching people have a nice safe time eating good things. good stuff yeah#but fuck man its so sad#the only way out of this new end of the world is to come together#communication and community of the people is the first attack against a serious threat#Tumblr fyp#happy new year#merry christmas#santa was made for coca cola#im sorry guys#I typed gys at first and I was like what if that was the pronouns for goose gender... idk im sorry just please I#fyp#lol#story time#you're here for a reason#love you <3
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